Thursday, October 29, 2009

New at this

So I have never done this before and not really sure how it works but I am bored at work and this is like the only site they have not blocked!! So I guess I will just start by writing a little bit about me! I am a mommy to the most amazing beautiful girl! Her name is Payton Marie she will be one on the 14th of November! I can not believe how fast she is growing.. I love when she learns something new or sees something new for the first time.. You wouldn't belive how long I have sat with her in front of a door and just watched her open and close it she thinks it is just the coolest thing. Someone gave me a saying at my baby shower that said, " Of all the joys a woman will know the greatest is the moment she becomes a mother." That quote is so true being a mum has changed me so much and it is definatly the best thing in the world! The one thing I love the most about my daughter is that she is always smiling! Other people always comment on how she is such a happy baby and will smile and wave to anyone who comes in the room! And there has been a few times when I have cried and I swear she knows that something is not ok with mommy and she gives me this look then attacks my face and kisses me and luaghs and then she pats my arm. She is my little angel letting me know that everything will be ok! I just love her to pieces! Another person that I love very much in my life is my boyfriend...Tyler I never thought we would even be together it is crazy how things happen... We went to high school together but were complete opposites... Then I was moving into a house with my freind and her boyfriend and they told me that they were going to let Tyler move in to. I freaked out and through the biggest fit I would not let him move finally I caved and let him move in... He was so different then what I remebered him of course I had changed too.... So we just started hanging out and one night he took me out to Panda and since then we have been together... He is a great guy and an AMAZING dad! I don't know what me and payton would do without him! We went definatly have our ups and downs but we take the good with the bad... I just think it is funny how people think they know our relationship so much better than we do... They have no idea what is going on.....But that is people for ya! I also love my family very much.. They have been there since I was a baby and at times when no one else was there for me my family was! I know I am not always the nicest to them but I do love them very much and very grateful for eerything they have done for me! I would be lost without them Well this is going to do it for now talk to you soon!