Sunday, May 1, 2011

Not feeling normal....

Today I am 27 weeks! I am super excited that this pregnancy has gone by as fast as it has but... this last week has been very hard for me..I went to the doc on Monday and he told me that everything looks fine but once I hit 30 weeks to be prepared at any time to have this baby!! He told me not to be stressed and to pretty much go to work and do nothing else.. well that is easier said then done when you have a 2 year old child I can't expect her to lay in bed all day with me! Well since Monday each day I feel more and more not like myself.. I get all ready for work hair and make-up and dressed nice but then I end up washing my face and putting sweats on and throwing my hair in a pony. I have also been getting really sick from about ten o'clock at night until I get home and finally fall asleep I don't ever throw up but my stomach kills me. The doc always told me he thinks that I am going to go early but 10 weeks early that's crazy!! I am up worried sick that my little boy is going to have to spend the first month in the hospital it is making me sick!! And my wonderful husband has been so good with me and my moods but I don't think he fully understands what is going on... I know he doesn't want me to go early and to have the baby in the hospital I know that but he doesn't feel the baby kick in a weird way and all the things that are going on in my body, that's not his fault but it's just hard to explain to him that something not normal just happened and I don't know what to do about it or if it is really serious and I don't want to make him worry either. I'm just not feeling myself and I hate it!! Hopefully the lil man will be good and wait 10 weeks till I am full term I would even be happy with 8 or 9 but to come in 3 weeks I am not ready so stay in there little man, Mommy loves you and wants to see you oh so much but I can't wait 10 weeks :)